Yes, things can change. After hard times in life always come the good ones(usually) when you are ready to leave the past behind you and move on............. ....but the question is...when am I ready?? It's not that easy to forgive people who said things to you that did hurt you. It's not that easy to forget the pain that you carried with you for years....When the right time comes around you will be ready for a change.
Sometimes you just need to say: "FUCK IT" .. forget the pain, the suffering and the harm that you were faced with in the past, and live on 'cause that's the right way to choose when you continue your life. NOW!

Do not put off things until you are totally exhausted with everything that's goin' on in your life. It's better to get it over with right away. ( I do put off things very often. I shouldn't do this. I know this makes everything worse and for the future I don't want to live like a lazy person whose life is exhausting for. I want a change. I need a change. I'm changing. I'm not sure if I believe in God, but I'm sure that I believe in something butI know that there's something which helps me to change and keeps my head up and pretends myself not to give up)  
You'll find your way to be happy after a while. I believe in that like I also do believe that I'll be happy, truly happy some day. 

Love.
It is the things in common
that make relationships enjoyable,
but it is the little differences
that make them interesting.
~ by Todd Ruthman ~


 Personally, I haven't found the "true love" yet. I always keep questioning if there something like a "soulmate" exists. For me, my friends are my actual soulmates. They are always there for me. I haven't met a boy yet who was always there for me. I wonder if he is out somewhere in the world. Maybe, maybe not. Hopefully he is out there. ???

Soul meets soul on lover's lips.
~ by Percy Bysshe Shelly ~ 


Love is always open arms. If you close your arms about love you will find that you are left holding only yourself.
~ by Leo Buscaglia ~ 

I'd like to run away
From you,
But if you didn't come
And find me ...
I would die.
~ by Shirley Bassey ~  

I'll follow you and make a heaven out of hell, and I'll die by your hand which I love so well.

-- William Shakespeare

 

 

 

They do not love that do not show their love.
The course of true love never did run smooth.
Love is a familiar. Love is a devil. There is no evil angel but Love.

-- William Shakespeare

 

 

 

 

 

We should just believe in love. Love can me most beautiful thing on earth, but it also can be the most horrible one..... and still we NEED love. 

 

 

 

   

....looove this poem

INVICTUS- UNCONQUERED

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find me, unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.

This poem is written by one of my favorite poets William Ernest Henley. This poem has touched my soul as I read it. I love it, just love it!